Emo- Moment
Last night, something bizarre happened to me. So bizarre that I can't even believe it myself...
I was at work. Then suddenly I felt so emotional, I started crying out of no- where.
I had NO reason whatsoever. There was no warning. It just came so sudden that I felt so surprised myself too... And the dreadful thing is, when I realized I was crying, I couldn't manage to stop myself.
In the end, I got to feign that I'm in pain. Or in detail (to girls) I have PERIOD pain.... I was SO PAINFUL that I TEARED.... However my period has actually started a few days ago. I got myself hot water and slid out of the back door and rested for 5 minutes in the cold. However, the damage was done. My eyes were so red I got to refrain from serving.
When I eventually calmed down I felt so embarrassed with what happened to me. My colleagues asked me to leave early to rest, but I refused. I felt bad. And inside myself I was struggling to find an answer to reason with my outburst.
In the end, the nearest answer I could come to was: STRESS.
I am bottled down with stress, true. But then again, I am always so stressed when I'm this packed with work (with no rest), but I have never cried so suddenly before. And worse still, I've never cried in public before!
Weird.
The day finally ended with a happy ending - we went for supper again afterwards at Westlake in Chinatown. Still the usual 4 of us - Yiyi, Kylie and Clayton, and myself. Everyone thought I had period pains. Therefore, I wasn't allowed ice-cream after that.... :\
I was at work. Then suddenly I felt so emotional, I started crying out of no- where.
I had NO reason whatsoever. There was no warning. It just came so sudden that I felt so surprised myself too... And the dreadful thing is, when I realized I was crying, I couldn't manage to stop myself.
In the end, I got to feign that I'm in pain. Or in detail (to girls) I have PERIOD pain.... I was SO PAINFUL that I TEARED.... However my period has actually started a few days ago. I got myself hot water and slid out of the back door and rested for 5 minutes in the cold. However, the damage was done. My eyes were so red I got to refrain from serving.
When I eventually calmed down I felt so embarrassed with what happened to me. My colleagues asked me to leave early to rest, but I refused. I felt bad. And inside myself I was struggling to find an answer to reason with my outburst.
In the end, the nearest answer I could come to was: STRESS.
I am bottled down with stress, true. But then again, I am always so stressed when I'm this packed with work (with no rest), but I have never cried so suddenly before. And worse still, I've never cried in public before!
Weird.
The day finally ended with a happy ending - we went for supper again afterwards at Westlake in Chinatown. Still the usual 4 of us - Yiyi, Kylie and Clayton, and myself. Everyone thought I had period pains. Therefore, I wasn't allowed ice-cream after that.... :\
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Ok... let's just presume you had a episode of hormones running wild that made you emo...