为什么...

为什么, 你要在我已经习惯了没有你的日子, 再度让我恢复对你的依赖?

别让我永远放不下你..... 你可能不知道, 我一直都站在原地望着你. 但是我却不能让你知道我心里的痛楚...

要知道, 能够时时听见你的声音对我来说有多欣慰? 我宁愿咬紧牙关忍住痛; 只要你开心, 我真的无所谓...

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oh gosh! perhaps it is time u clarify yourself and move on if possible...
Clarice said…
clarify myself? to wat? and whom? do u know what i am posting about here or not?
Clarice said…
it's not that i am thinking of him or not... it's just that he has been calling me very frequently now and makes it harder for me to move on...

we even talked about why we ended and how we ended and he admits we are both at fault.

kinda stranded there... cuz like i've posted, i've finally got used to life without his presence, and then he suddenly came back in my life again...

but anything as long as he's happy....
hmm... sounds weird... so he admits he is also at fault? so is he willing to work it out again or has he hinted that he has moved on?
Clarice said…
no indications at all... he did say i'm a 'special friend'. if that means something. i don't think he's willing to reconcile, and i'm not putting my hopes high either. in fact, not even wishing. i will not do anything unless he does something. anyway, let fate decide, i guess...
so weird! guys can be so hard to predict and yet they say we, women are hard to understand... Looks who's talking?!
Crap!
Clarice said…
well i simplify the way i look at things. he prob feels sorry to break up and not contacting me for so long therefore he is trying to make it up? or he really just need to use up his overseas call credits so it doesn't go to waste. all sounds reasonable...

i find that the less i complicate things, the better i feel. anyway, life is already complicated itself. might as well just make misc things simple. if he means anything more, it's a bonus for me. if not, i don't lose anything either... *shrugs*

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